Watermelon Pink (ish)

How dare you fucking display the fucking message saying my darling blog has insecure content???

After a while of contemplation, I realised that the message might have been referring to me. Which only makes me more pissed off. Me, insecure? *Outraged* :D However it does seem like my blog has several problems. Lately a lot of browsers have revolted against my blog, intent on telling me that, yes, this fricking page is bad for my computer.

I suspect that the harmful thing might be me. Again.

Anyway moving on... Exams are overwhelming. Everyone's studying, and even I (the ultimate slacker - self-proclaimed) has been caught by the bug. Whuuut? I hear you asking. How could that be? the world must be falling apart! 

Answer: The world is fine. I am not.

My brain has been fried by a slight fever and I have a sore throat plus a blocked nose PLUS an annoying cough. Seriously. Each time the exams come near, I get sick. If someone were to check my MCs I'm sure that they'd all fall near exam dates.

I know!

I must be allergic to exams. Either that, or studying. Now, if only I could somehow wrangle a medical certificate to exempt me from exams for my health... *evil chuckle* Bliss.

On another note, Taemin from SHINee is cute. Not Amelia's Jonghyun, nor Phoebe's ... whatever. It's Taemin's that's cute. On yet another note, I'd also like to mention it's his face and smile I like, and not their music. Yes. Hate me. I support my awesome J-pop.

Anywayzzzzzz... ya got it, it's time for me to stop posting for a while. This is because (!!!) I am fucking pissed off at the state of my life because (!!!) of muchy-muchness of undone homework because (!!!) I slack and procrastinate because (!!!) I don't like work. And this 'work' is compulsory, deadline is end of October (I think) but I need to hand it in before that for my english teacher to mark. 

Yes, yes, yes. This is the damned CCA writer's badge I am talking about. Screw girl guides. Freaking freaks trying to act all nice and whatever. (Like I give a shit.)

(If you don't get it, I really don't give a shit.)

(No, seriously.)

(I really like brackets.)

(Exams slaughtered me. I hate them. A lot.)

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5401789/1/ To read in chronological order, go in the order of the title of each chapter: I, IV, and such. If you're too lazy, or are unable to read roman numerals (I hope I'm sounding clever and not stupid, because I'm not really sure if they're roman or what) then just click the next button. KUROSHITSUJI spoiler season one.

Bye.

Kiwi JUICE

Mah internet's been having problems lately, and even the holy Google Chrome can't help. Actually, the only browser I use is Chrome, so not sure what the other browsers are doing. But. Internet's been wonky lately. And it pisses me off, because my manga, my anime, my fanfiction, my blog... they're all NOT loading. 

Then again, I probably shouldn't bee using them so much anyway. Retribution? I know a lot of sites have given me the "spam" message, but hey. I'm merely skipping around and losing interest too fast. Not my fault, program. You too, facebook. Just cuz I'm too fast for you doesn't mean I'm spamming. 

... Kiwi juice is something that looks very green and very inedible. I'd advise people not to try it, but hey. Different people, different taste buds. Plus there're all those random weird people around who don't confine to any norms. 

I be bored. Also I've realised that my house smells like something different every night. Last night was bubblegum, yeah? Today it's toast. Very yummy smell too. 

German oral! OMFG *freak out freak out freak out*

MUAHAHAHA. Random spams. But then again this is my blog so... SPAMZ. SPASM. SPASM. LOL. I'M SPAMMING SPASMS.

Marionette by Miku Hatsune the awesome-est Volcaloid of all. (I iz Miku supporter, muahahaha) 

And then of course not forgetting this: lime ice-blended bubble-tea is very sour. 

For the Love of God

Do you sometimes feel like... simply falling back into bed after turning off the alarm, and screw the consequences?

Of course. Don't argue. You're not entitled to that privilege.

Now, tell me, why have you not done that yet? Why do you still show up dutifully for school every day, lugging your heavy bag and the emotional equivalent to a heavy bag? Why, I ask, do you dump the stupid thing and ignore everyone else besides yourself?

Well, yes, of course it's because of money. Simply put, no education equals no good jobs equals no money.

And I hate that. Complicates things.

Well anyway, I'm happy to say my GPA remains a 3.3 out of a possible four. Damn you, chinese. You pulled my entire grade down. Now I have to study, you bitch.

Now it's time for fun-sharing.

For a very nice D. Gray-Man poem-form fanfiction: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6180208/1/

There's this guy who plays guitars (actually, it's only one guitar, specially made for him by Lakewood, I think. It's german?) on Youtube. He's actually still a teen, I think. I am jealous of those long fingers.



And that marks the end of today's fun. I had total fun with Amelia and Megan (DDR, we must do that again. Cursing the stupid thing was fun too.) for Amelia's birthday today.

And then I have homework. How predictable.

Oh well, as least it's friday, and I'm currently on episode 200 of Bleach. (Jia you Helen, only ninety more episodes or so to go. You can make it). Also I need to write an original fiction over a thousand words. Also I need to write a Halloween fanfic. And a Childrens' Day fanfic.

And then write some crap for a crack-style-story.

Have a nice weekend, Helen. I'm stuck wishing myself a nice weekend (which, face it, is psychotic) because no one else will. Have fun living your sad life.

(Great, now I'm smelling bubble-gum. Who's eating gum? Imma steal it from that person. I love bubble-gum.)

And... *shameless* that guy is kinda hot.

Frickin Hates Maths

My maths teacher is stupid.

It is a fact. The answers for the worksheets he gives us always has some problem or other, and the one I'm doing today... guess what, it's missing two question's worth of answers. Isn't that great?

Also, I dislike him personally. Maybe it was something about his hypocritical attitude, his inability to take jokes, or the frequent scoldings, I have started to really hate that guy.

Anyway, it's sunday and I have a ton of undone homework. I hope my classmates'll feel generous and let me copy their's, or I'm screwed.

~I feel scared of Justin Bieber. And his legion of Beliebers.

PFFFT

"Chapter 7: Tear Drop Kiss Apparently vampires don't subsist on blood alone, other body fluids work just as well"


I went PFFFFFT.


OTHER BODILY FLUIDS.


OTHER


BODILY


FLUIDS.

Kuroshitsuji 2 Ending

Well, it just ended for good. No burning down London scenes, this time, but it was good. I dig Ciel's new black and white look, totally. I absolutely love the part where he curses Sebastian to be his butler for eternity.

Ahh...

I have a feeling that the last episode will inspire a lot of yaoi fics. At least shounen-ai, then, if not yaoi. But I predict there'll be a lot of boyxboy fics. All good, all good.

But he only thing I didn't like was the 'the end' part. I mean, basically, Ciel has no soul anymore, so Sebastian can't eat his soul (which is apparently super tasty to demons) so the only way they can continue it is to make Sebastian try desperately to revive Ciel or something...

Which, face it, Sebastian will never do, and also it wouldn't be possible.

SebastianxCiel FTW. I shall never forget the melancholic air of the last episode... *wails* Why did it Have to end so fast? Why is it so short? Why are all the epic things in the world short-term?

Okay, that might have been a mite too emo, but. Yeah.

Ciel is a fantastic charac.

GAH (full stop)

It kinda hurts to type, because (I admit) I type with a total of five (plus some, maybe) fingers, because it's too hard to place both of my hands on the keyboard. Hey. I have to hold a drink and/or sms. But it's also cuz I've never learned the proper way to type.

Now I'm thanking my lucky stars that I never did.

Because the pointer (it is a FINGER) on my left hand has a problem. More specifically, it hurts when I press it. It hurts... uh, like there's something sticking into my flesh.

Now imagine what would happen if I was used to typing with both of my hands, with all ten of my fingers. Torture, innit? I'd be going something like, fuck, fuck, dammit, ouch. It seriously hurts, okay? A lot.

I count myself lucky for another reason, and that is: I am obsessed, completely obsessed, with all things computer and internet. Now, why is that so? Because I spend hours each day on average typing into a stupid machine which doesn't actually respond to me.

And I'm happy for that because I type relatively fast even though I'm only using four fingers right now.

The frickin finger still hurts. And also I should be desperately trying to do some German homework, seeing as the oral exam is coming up and I have a lesson tomorrow. But now, I am here, bitching about my hurt finger (which, face it, is on my left hand, when I am a right-hander).

This tells you exactly how pathetic I am.

Yep, I admit it. I'm happy. Because I'm procrastinating like some serious shit.

And it sounds totally mental.

I Love My Parents

Hard to believe? But I do. It's when the sun's shining and they're smiling and they buy things for me and let me use the computer for five hours straight. That when I love them.

But then again, it's when they open their mouths and start talking that I realize I don't really like them that much. Yeah, unfortunately.

My mom likes to ruffle through whatever's on my table. Sometimes she sees my undone homework and I'm dumped in shit, cuz then I can't tell her that I've done my homework and ask for the internet. Sometimes the homework she sees are the ones I'm planning to copy the next day.

So yeah. I don't like people touching my things, especially when they're nosy and/or can't put the things back they way they were before. It really annoys me. A lot. Especially when I'm only half-awake and I hear my mother saying, "Oh, Helen! You have a lot of homework left undone! *Rustle rustle* Wake up and do your homework!"

Ahhh...I skipped off church again today. Think my parents have given up on me already.

And no, I don't think I love them that much.

I Giggle

Because Toushiro Hitsugaya beat Ichigo Kurosaki in Bleach's latest popularity poll. I know it's really old news. But as I saw the result flash past, I couldn't help a very fangirl-ish giggle. In the first poll, there was no Toushi at all, since he hasn't appeared yet (I think), but in the second poll he was way high up for a supposed minor character (at that time).


Third, he's just under Ichigo.
1. Ichigo Kurosaki = 8370
2. Tōshirō Hitsugaya = 8321


Fourth, he totally killed Ichi-chan.
1. Tōshirō Hitsugaya - 8278
2. Rukia Kuchiki - 7895
3. Ichigo Kurosaki - 7829

And his Zanpakuto is more popular than Ichi's, hehe. 

Ah... fangirls will be fangirls. Go, Shiro-kun. Also, another reason for me giggling: yea, I think it's mainly cuz of the poll that he's chosen to go to Karakura town along with the others, since he's not that familiar with Ichigo. Hah, the power of fangirls. They have now made him a major character... or as much of one as possible without becoming Rukia. 

Yes, I know, this Bleach obsession is getting a bit overboard. 

--------Aileen, admit it, you want Code Geass 3.

YESH GUYS, I haz converted Aileen to finally care about CG, and Usagi haz uploaded a Tyki/Allen pic on Facebook, for her profile pic no less. I PWNS. 

Oh and about the homework... Yeah, only did the English and (grudgingly) the Chinese. 


*Results taken from http://bleach.wikia.com/wiki/Popularity_polls

Something's Wrong

Yup, there's something wrong with this blog. Google Chrome mostly can't find it, and just now I got this red page with white words saying that my blog was blocked because it supposedly had insecure stuff. And my 1-Gummy's blog can't fucking link to this. DAMN ALL.

(And of course there's a side note. I have a lot of homework. So far I've finished one out of a million.)

/EDIT/: LOL ALL FIXED.

NTU's Blogging Rule/Burning the Quran

/EDIT/: I wrote this on a particularly stupid day. My younger self is stupid. Read at own risk (I disclaim all inaccuracies on the ground that asdfghjk I was an immature kid at that time.

I just went on msn (it automatically opens when I switch on the computer) and I read this insane article about NTU's new blogging rule, which apparently expects students who create webpages or blogs containing information regarding politics and religion to acquire proper licences from the Media Development Authority and the university’s written approval.

Which is stupid. Face it.

Quote from the article: "The email was sent on Tuesday to all students with the subject title, Message on Exercising Freedom of Expression Responsibly, in block letters."

Another quote: "No matter what you post online, and no matter how you defend it or even retract it later, students have to take responsibility for what they say," she said. Last week, a blogger posted about foreign students he accused of not contributing to group projects and, in some cases, copying the work of other students. The anonymous author, who identified the students and posted their photos, has since removed the blog."

This is crazy. I mean, the person who blogged about the foreign students was kind of asking for it, since he did put the names and photos up. Yes, photos. Ranting about this stupid person A or stupid person B is fine and all, but posting the photos and names?

Insane. And the student said that "No matter what you post online, and no matter how you defend it or even retract it later, students have to take responsibility for what they say". That's fine and all. Hey, I applaud that, but it just seems like a weak excuse to implement the new rule. 

Because the way I see it, people can learn the easy way or the hard way, and certain people learn better from experience. Implementing this rule is just... stifling free speech, making things harder for all students and administrators, and pissing off a whole lot of people. 

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The September 11 attacks: (From Wiki) "a series of coordinated suicide attacks by al-Qaeda upon the United States on September 11, 2001." The 19 al-Qaeda terrorists hijacked four commercial passenger jet airliners and intentionally crashed two of the airliners into the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center in New York City, killing everyone on board and many others working in the buildings. They also crashed a third airliner into the Pentagon in Arlington, Virginia, just outside Washington, D.C. The fourth plane crashed into a field near Shanksville in rural Pennsylvania after some of its passengers and flight crew attempted to retake control of the plane, which the hijackers had redirected toward Washington, D.C. There were no survivors from any of the flights.


Okay. A lot of deaths, and the Americans were understandably pissed off/hysterical/whatever, since the death toll of the attacks was 2,996, including the 19 hijackers. 

But now one of them, Rev. Terry Jones, plans to burn copies of the Quran on Sept. 11. 

This is his lame excuse: "Jones, who is known for posting signs proclaiming that Islam is the devil's religion, says the Constitution gives him the right to publicly set fire to the book that Muslims consider the word of God."

Some people just don't understand that not all Muslims are to blame for the 9/11 attacks. Some are simply self-delusional. Like that Rev. Thinking about him makes me feel sick. How can someone (a reverend, no less) condemn the entirety of a religion just because some of the extremists took it a lot too far? 

And burning someone else's holy book? Does he want another attack? Does he want every single Muslim (who previously had no reason whatsoever) to hate Christianity? "The Quran, according to Jones, is "evil" because it espouses something other than biblical truth and incites radical, violent behavior among Muslims."


A bit too narrow-minded, is what I think of him. Does the Bible not tell people to forgive? Something about seven and seventy-seven (forgive someone no matter how many times he pisses you off) and you judge yourself when you judge others? We've moved on to selectively using the bible now, have we? (Not that I'm a Christian, but seeing as HE is a Christian...)

How low can that man sink? I abhor people like him. 

Macintosh

You know, yeah, Macs. Those useless pieces of wires encased in a aesthetically pleasing but completely useless cover of molded metal. Yes, the kind of computer which has iMovie, iPhoto, etc. Yes, those annoying applications which always lags and shuts down on you.

Yes, I am very much against Apple.

I mean, look at Apple's OS and ... the others. (By which I mean the nice, reliable, easy-to-use Windows OS) Apple isn't exactly built for multi-tasking, eh? Look at the iPhone. A piece of technologically advanced junk. Because you can't listen to music and text (which is stupid! Face it!) or play Tap Tap and listen to your own music. Whatever. You can't multi-task.

Note: I don't know about iPhone4, because I think you see I'm not that crazy about Apple's products. They are HELL to type out.

Same thing with Macs. No nice little bar at the bottom so that you know EXACTLY what you're working on. To find one open file, please minimize all the other ten million applications you have opened. Then you may proceed to puzzle over which application is the one you need.

I mean, seriously. Someone tell Steve Jobs that we're all multi-tasking in this world, and therefore we need a computer on which we can multi-task. (Grammar?) Apparently he's the only one who never does two things at once. I don't think he uses his own Macintosh.

Because, clearly, if he does, he would have realised the many, many shortcomings of Macs, and would have proceeded to destroy every single one of those darned things. After which, he'll revert back to Windows. (And things like that, which has the 'close', 'minimize', and whatever buttons ON THE TOP RIGHT.)

Either that, or he is so self-delusional that he refuses to see the obvious: Mac is a complete and utter failure.

Oh but never mind. If he changes the interface to make it easier (such as putting the goddamned buttons on the TOP RIGHT) for users to actually use (instead of wasting precious time trying and failing to figure out how to turn on the bloody thing), then it would be defeating the principle of Macs: to make life hell for students attempting to produce decent stopmotion video.

Which brings me to my actual topic: my stopmotion project.

My group used the frame by frame thing on the Macs in our school. The miserable app shut down on us more times than I want to count, but they're certainly more than I ever want to experience (I swear, the next time the damned Mac shows me the swirling rainbow thing, I'm gonna smash the bloody screen). I lost my frame by frame more than ten times, and also that stupid app takes five minutes to save one sodding file.

By the way, they also close down abruptly when you try to save the file. So after waiting for about two minutes, you get this thing telling you that the fucking thing -

Calm down, Helen.

And the trash bin? When you plug your lovely thumbdrive into a Mac, and you send something 'to the trash', you don't get your memory space back. Instead, you have the empty the entire screwy trash to get your fucking mem. space back. Awesome.

Remind me, why did someone feel the need to invent something as bloody stupid and retarded and plain irritating as the Macintosh?

Note: They also have multiple errors. Error 36, error blah blah blah... I don't get such things on my (lemme check) Packard Bell computer. Instead, it simply hangs and then I restart it and go on using it with no problems. Hey, it might not tell me the exact problem, but at least after I restart it, the problems go away.

Instead of having the same bloody problem over and over, LIKE ON A MAC. *Glares* I changed computers three times. All three of them hanged multiple times and I spent roughly five hours being pissed off at a Macintosh.

Why is there something like a Mac? (With their fucking docx and pptx. Why can't it just be NORMAL???)

Hey, look. Sometimes it's better to conform to the norm.

Oh but there's something for Google here too. Normally I'm Google's staunchest supporter, but this time, I can't stand it anymore. GOOGLE, YOUR NEW IMAGE SEARCH SUCKS LIKE A PILE OF SHIT.

*Sigh* I want an Android phone. Google, I still love you. Go to Hell, Yahoo and Bing.

GO TO HELL, MACS. I might sound like a biased idiot right now, but I'm entitled to my views. And slander? Hey, use my feedback to improve your software. I'm too lazy to actually give you feedback, but my guess is, someone from Apple regularly searches the net for these kind of things.

On a completely unrelated note, I'm lovin' Monster's plot. I also won't be posting for a while, due to unfinished homework. (A hell lot of them. )

/EDIT:/ The word I was looking for is MICROSOFT too.

Rant? Nah, I'd Rather Fangirl

I seem to be complaining quite a lot these days, but it's gonna end soon. Even though I have shitloads of homework for the so-called holidays. I'm happy. Why? I just finished all the TeniPuri manga :D and all the Kuroshitsuji anime :D :D and I think it watched more than ten episodes of Bleach today (at 127 currently) and I'm gonna watch more after this cheerful post.

Acht, why be emo and depressed when you have free time and internet on your hands? Spam your friends! Attempt to marry people you don't know on Facebook! (Just to see if they accept, if they accept, then they're either wackos or people like me. But, uh, it's not that different.) Tempt your friends away from homework and books with yaoi! Attempt to convert people to the yaoi cult!

Or... eat tons of cereal the entire day! Hug a huge teddy bear while obsessively watching anime! Squeal and spin around endlessly! Comb your hair every five minutes! Stay up until the next day and then brush your teeth five times! Read yaoi!

Fangirl! Fangirl over bishounens! Fangirl over Adam Lambert! Fangirl over Kradam fics! Fangirl over Laven and Yullen! Fangirl over shota! Fangirl over Toushiro! Fangirl over Ciel and Trancy fanfiction! Fangirl over Google!

Okay, the last bit's cuz I love Google too much. (Go to hell, Macs. Apple, you stink.)

I've gone a bit crazy online the past... ONE DAY. Because I finally have LIBERTY!!! MUAHAHAHA. Yes, the freedom to choose to procrastinate, eat, sleep, watch yaoi, fangirl, fangirl, fangirl, read yaoi, read manga, watch anime, fangirl fangirl fangirl.

Fangirl fangirl fangirl.

Toushi got a totally (NEW!) pimpin' look. I love it. Finally, he gets out of his uniform (which is boring. It doesn't show much.) And I noticed that on Twitter, this is trending: #happybirthdaybeyonce

And I went WTF???

(Oh, and Titanic's trending too. WHY? I don't understand. )