14 April 2015

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you know what really pisses me off? when my brother hits me and my father thinks it's his problem (it sort of is) and takes over the whole thing and wont let me say a word to my brother and even scolds me for scolding my brother...and then i never hear an apology...ever

like isn't that so fucked up? what's with that? are all fathers like that, or is mine especially irritating? 

i love my dad and everything but sometimes he does such stupid things with no reason whatsoever. 

i used to think adults were, well, better than children, but now i realise that adults are actually kind of pathetic - not all of them, of course, but a huge number of them. don't you realise that adults seem to think they're entitled to a lot of things - for no reason other than that they're adults? i thought we grew out of that in primary school. 

haven't you seen adults throw temper tantrums? it's terrible. it's worse than children. at least kids don't know any better - well i'm starting to think that adults don't know any better either.

i can't believe adults get to do important things like run the economy and teach things to small children. it's the same adults who do your banking that make the waitresses cry when their food is slow. 

it boggles my mind that stupid people are more confident, which leads to us putting stupid people in positions of power. it boggles my mind that 1: stupid people are confident and 2: people fall for it. to be honest i'd probably fall for it too, but wouldn't you realise after a while? i understand why it happens, but like... why???? 

i know that apparently the human race is getting smarter, but it sure doesn't seem like it. i am seriously worried that what with intelligent women being less inclined to motherly feelings and having children, and stupid people in positions of power, that the human race will fuck up spectacularly. 

i can't believe that there are still people who think that racism and homophobia and all kinds of dicrimination are not problems. i really, honestly, can't even believe it. when i see people like that, i have nothing to say except maybe "don't you have a brain?" but that would be rude, so i just stare at them, feeling like the world is upside-down. 

isn't it, like, crazy? i know that if you're benefitting from something, you'd want to keep it that way forever, but don't you ever think about things other than yourself? 

there's a difference between my ideal world and the ideal world for me. i know that and i try not to be the kind of person that works for the ideal world for me, but the kind of person that works for the ideal world and making myself a person that can be happy in the ideal world. 

i don't know why people don't like thinking about things other than themselves. isn't that narrow? isn't that boring? doesn't that make you lonely? 

well in other news, i have a problem with almost all of the world. actually, there's nothing new about that. i always have issues with everything.