2017 day 2 and emotions are already ruining everything

sometimes i feel like im living in a world full of idiots. but then i think, no, that can't be. there are so many people who are better than me at so many things. how could they be idiots? i'm not in any position to call them idiots. but honestly... it's not a matter of intelligence, it's a matter of rationality.

happy 2017

2016 was ok, i guess

i came out of kpop retirement

jimin dragged me down the bts pit and out of kpop retirement

i mean, can someone just reassure me im doing okay in life

i mean, i know i'm worthy of stuff, that i'm good, i'm smart, but like, am i? it's one thing to tell it to yourself, but it's another to have other people tell you that you're worth something. because we humans live off each other, so am i really worthy if no one tells me im worthy?

also known as: im stressed, i dont know why, im crying a lot and i just feel down

also known as: my job is shit and i wrote another long post on it but i'll hold off on posting it bc i dont want to be a downer

also known as: im lonely, im totally a sub, and oh god i think i'm exactly the sort of person to have an undiscovered highkey praise kink

edit: funny coincidence a lot of entj people say they're very sub lmao im laughing on the way to my grave

afa2016

afa2016 was nice