I become really vicious when I'm angry. Sarcastic, cynical, the entire bunch. But at least it's not a mindless rage - or self-destructive. A self-destructive rage is so pointless and stupid. You end up ruining your chances. You end up destroying things that you like.
It sometimes annoys me that I can't lose control. I know I scream and throw things, but I only scream my logical arguments (not illogical insults) and I throw pillows, for god's sake, not anything breakable.
Everything's so stifling. I can't picture a future. And everything's really irritating, as a result.
Being angry is so tiring.
Do you take any drugs? This is an honest question, not an insinuation that you seem intellectually inferior (which you certainly do not).
ReplyDeleteI don't take any drugs or medication.
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