sometimes i am so, so sad. sometimes i think my mother is going crazy, and everyone else is going stupid. sometimes i am so, so, sad about the world that i just start crying. sometimes i just don't understand why such a nice, beautiful world full of good things could be so bad.
i'm a little apprehensive of posting this, because as much as i over disclose on this blog, this is something even more private. but i want someone to see.