it's been a month

I would go on about my tragic life, except there isn't much going on. I'm reasonably busy, I guess? I don't have enough time to watch anime or read books or write anything, mostly. I just hurt from p.e. all the time and limp around wishing that I was at home and in bed.

I think I'm going to read all the terrible immoral disturbing books that I downloaded quite a while ago but never read either because I was too busy with manga or because I didn't dare to start reading (those are really disturbing books that I picked out while high on my love of insanity). 

I actually have quite a few rambling thoughts about this stupid world that I wanted to talk about, but now that I'm actually typing this, I find that I have absolutely zero motivation. I just want to finish up my cse essay for school and then die in my bed or something.