im so angry at humans

i think a lot of people are disgusting, like not physically disgusting like gross, but mentally disgusting, like a bigot or a douche or someone who insists on doing things that you have repeatedly told them you hate just because. like. dear fucking god.

is it that fucking hard not to generalise

or to look at what you yourself are doing before scolding someone else, like don't fucking be a hypocrite. it's fucking disgusting. don't scold other people all sincerely angrily and then turn around and do the same thing yourself obliviously. like fuck, dear god, jesus fucking christ, that is the epitome of stupidity.

is it that hard to expect the same things from one child as you do another

is it that much to ask for

i am so fucking angry i hate a lot of people

do you even know how stupid it looks when you are racist to your own ethnicity?? you're like "omg it's the fucking chinese again they're terrible uncouth people" but hello???? NEWSFLASH??? YOU ARE FUCKING CHINESE?????????????????????

is it also that fucking hard to be calm and think rationally

like

fuck

so what if people eat cats and dogs, they're animals. same as cows, but you eat cows just fine. maybe it doesn't suit your palate, or maybe you find it unthinkable, but hello??? rationality please. it's not like they're humans. maybe someone else keeps cows as pets and we're the ones committing an atrocity.

is it that fucking hard to stop condemning people for things you don't half understand?????

is it that hard to be polite is it that hard to not intentionally offend people is it that hard to remember something i've been fucking telling you for seventeen years

i am angry with everyone i come into contact with sometimes

sometimes i am so sick of everyone i see

a lot of times i am sick of myself too but if i dwell on anything i'd become depressed again and not want to live and then like ?????? but how am i supposed to die

so i just rant a bit and try not to think of anything or feel anything because wow basically the only viable thing is to be shallow and mildly happy and that's how you stop wanting to die every single second.

ok i am super angry im going to find something to eat