if suicide was easy i'd be dead

you don't understand sometimes i just want to curl up somewhere and cry while bashing my head against a pipe because so many centuries and people are still this stupid so how many more years do we need????? like infinity. how are you supposed to live in a world where your questions aren't even processed and they spit out the same brainwashed crap every single time?? 

this is not directed at anyone i am talking about the whole of humanity and how depressingly idiotic it all is.