stress

so my stress is either simmering 10% to 20%, or full blown at 100%. there is no in between.

at 100%, my hair, eyelashes, and eyebrows literally fall out. i have crazy tension headaches, and also an incessant need to nap. my heartbeat is apparently abnormally fast too, and i feel on the verge of fainting or screaming all the time. on top of that, if the stress gets too bad, i literally start having flu symptoms. i am definitely not actually ill, because every single problem clears up the moment the thing causing me stress is removed.

do i have an extreme stress reaction? who knows. but i'm pretty sure that every time i go to 100% stress level, my lifespan gets shortened.

sakura photos

so it's spring again, which means more sakura photos of my photogenic friends

some "drama' between me and a girl called J

so this is going to be about some "drama" i had with a girl called J. it's going to be long. and wordy.

photos from my long holiday

14-17 dec alone in tokyo:

long holiday in japan/korea + oorsg 2018

14-17 dec: tokyo

17-23 dec: chiba

23 dec-05 jan: seoul

20 jan: oorsg

had a language immersion programme in chiba so i decided to turn it into an extended holiday with some of my friends.