okay, life status: 86 days to A levels
i just drew up a rough revision schedule and now my palms are sweating and i'm having heart palpitations because i realised that i've screwed myself over a little.
basically i'm going to have on average 15 days to revise each subject. i'm going to puke.
i'm pretty certain that if i actually get down to it, ('it' being studying seriously) i'd be able to finish revising everything by my first paper. if i get down to it, i'm 80% sure that i'll feel relatively secure in my knowledge before my papers. given my nature (i.e. a lazy bum who hates all kinds of work) i'm like, 40% sure i'll be able to keep to my schedule.
by revising, i mean hauling out all my study material for the past two years and going through the complete syllabus (in 15 days, on average). so, completely relearning the subject.
essentially in the next 86 days i'm going be living my life more intensely than i ever have before in my 18+years.
((just think, if i survive this, i'll be qualified to give studying advice. me!))
i've set rules for myself like
- whenever mama wants to go out (to eat, or shop, or whatever) i will go with her
- i will update the shokura excel sheet within 3 days of the day it airs
to prevent myself from over-exerting my brain and giving myself a nervous breakdown before the exams, and also to prevent school from taking over my life.
i forsee my anxiety levels going WAY up in the next 86 days and my palms are still sweating and my current anxiety level is already making me want to have a little lie-down.
wish me luck.
like, actually wish me luck pls, send me a message
