what i did in recent months (the last few months of 2014)

*bc i was lazy so this is late

after school ends i actually get kind of busy. yes i actually get a life. so here are a list of things that i did (voluntarily!! kind of) after school ended. i mean, after projectwork ended. goddamn i hated projectwork.

1. i volunteered for some marathon!! ok dont drop dead of shock. i didnt run a marathon. i'd probably die before ever running a marathon of my own free will so. i actually volunteered to help out with a marathon (because there was a volunteer allowance and also for community involvement hours).

it drizzled the whole fucking night and tam was so miserable but i was pretty okay? we were supposed to be stationed by the road and make sure no one died or anything. guess where we were stationed. no prizes or anything lol.

we were stationed outside some hip, cool club for young people. and from 3 in the morning all the way to 5 or 6 people came out smoking and smelling like alcohol and generally being drunk. i think this woman was puking. and i saw someone in cool dominatrix sexywear and stuff but i have no idea if this someone was male or female or anything (i just wanted there to be a dick involved because that person would deserve an award for stuffing a dick in those tiny tiny tight latex shorts)

tam was a bit scared haha and i think someone tried to hit on her. but i was just like "im tired. and i'll fuck up anyone who pisses me off" and that's basically me when tired. i was like giving off "i'll stomp on your fucking dick dont touch me" vibes i think

tam in a trashy raincoat looking good

im just trash
a head attached to legs

2. i went for a law internship!! ok so it wasn't, like, a real internship. i mean, it was legit and everything, organised by some law association and it was actually a pretty prestigious thing for a high schooler to attend. but!! we have zero law training or knowledge, basically. we can't help much and most cases are pretty confidential so.

ok but i think it's mostly because i was assigned to a pretty big law firm, rodyk and davidson. it's the oldest law firm actually. wow!! they have a library of (totally dry) law books and references, and i saw a nautical law book over a hundred years old. and it was all crinkly and going transparent and wow so rad!!

people who got assigned to smaller firms got a lot of stuff to do. i basically did some basic (like i mean really basic) research for my mentor, and spent most of my time reading those law books. i have gained new appreciation for lawyers!! it's damned bloody hard to become a lawyer. those books are actually killer, and i consider myself a pretty tough reader.

3. went for my dad's company's family day. so basically we went to adventure cove and i snorkelled and touched some fish. the snorkel water was so salty and cold like holy shit. i've never snorkelled before so i had no idea what to do. but i just shoved the tube in my mouth like what could go wrong right?? they have lifeguards on standby and the water isn't even deep.

well i was kind of wrong because when i looked down it was terrifying?? im actually scared of heights. it was like i was standing on nothing and i panicked a bit. quietly. and i forgot to breathe through my mouth lmao so that's how i know the water is salty as fuck. i probably swallowed fish shit. anyway i got on with it bc it would be so weird to back off when im already in the water.

and then afterwards i went to snorkel again because apparently i am a glutton for punishment lmao no im joking. i just like cool things enough to disregard my caveman tendencies to be safe. i do things like go on roller coasters precisely because im fucking terrified of them. like. i am an adrenaline junkie or something.

here are some photos. the some of them were taken with an underwater camera. cool huh.

[ugh lazy to upload]

4. i photographed for prom!! again. yeah i did prom last year too. this year was less traumatising and scary. 

but still a pain in the ass because of all the different lighting and shit. anyway i worry less about the details now. or maybe i just worry less. anyway the photography club has dulled my sensibilities and now i am no longer offended by things that are sucky. or, to be more specific, if my photos are sucky. i know they're not shitty. but they might be sucky. but i dont have enough attention to spare about suckiness because.......

5. afa14!!!!!!!!!! this year's anime festival asia has a nico nico kunikaigi stage and if you want to read about my uncontrollable fangirling or see the awesome rad photos i took, you can go to the post here.

6. i volunteered at famfiesta!! okay so im not actually hyped about it. it was some family-bonding thing camp whatever, and i only agreed to go because my friend asked me to go, and i am shitty at rejecting things that i am totally allowed to reject. but i got community involvement hours for it, and it counts towards next year's hours, and im trying to rack up triple digits without trying next year. looks good on the portfolio.

it was kinda okay and i had to talk to kids and stuff. and kids, predictably, were annoying and spoiled and attention-seeking and totally not worth it dont have kids. however i am pretty much a master of pretending to be nice (lol) im joking i just dont want kids to cry on me or anywhere near me in general.

7. probably going out with the german group again. yay. did not go out with the german group bc i was lazy and stuffs and no one could make it bc they were doing homework and stuff. the last time we went to gladys' house and drank lots of varied and good alcohol and sat up until 3 in the morning waiting for people to get drunk but nobody did. and i got the best sleep of my life that night wow alcohol is good for sleep. (and then i truly understood "beer is shit")

7. went to gabrielle's house for gift exchange and her mother cooked awesome food again!! yay. i got jiayi's present, which was weird as hell and totally nsfw. it was some shoujo manga and on the cover there's this girl being held down by a guy and her shirt was open and her rainbow bra was visible and it says on the cover "not suitable for children".

8. spent new year's eve staying up until 3am again...probably watching some sexy zone shit... i discovered sexy zone a few days before christmas, and oh god, my life is ruined. i struggled through 22 episodes of subless sexy zone channel the dedication is real. on a less important note i didnt do any of my homework

so that sums up my last month or two of 2014

as usual i was very lazy so this post is very late