Shugo Chara

I take back what I said about Doki. Shugo Chara Party is just one huge mess of fluff and filler, with next-to-none progress with the actual plot. Come on. Party has scarred my brain for life. Especially the intro. Oh, god. Spare me. Can I just lift Ikuto, Utau, Nagi, Kukai out and put them somewhere else?

(Seriously. Ikuto can't love Amu. Just doesn't make any sense.)

Lame is Still Lame

And that sums up this year's festivities. I have to do homework on christmas and I'm down with a cold on the last day of the year. *Lied about homework, thus I'm sleeping over at Phoebe's tomorrow*

Goddamn freaking homework...

Spoiled my entire fucking year. If I get the same bitchy chinese teacher again this year, I'm just gonna sit there and cry when she comes in. And when she asks me what's wrong, I'll just say, with the utmost sincerity..."Because you're my teacher again T________T."

Yeah right. I'd probably get detention or a demerit or more homework. Which would just plain fucking suck.

Next year is going to suck even more. But I gotta survive. If only to see the stupid principal retire. I'll laugh out loud at his retirement ceremony. It'll make my day.

Ahh... My head hurts. And... TeniPuri manga... the new prince of tennis manga is not coming out, wtf. I want. I WANT. The harem in Shugo Chara sucks too. Amu is pissing me off and even Tadase's bishi sparkles are kinda boring. (Ikuto still rocks)

T_________T

School is starting soon. Lame is still lame, and things that totally suck still suck. School is still school, and I am still procrastinating. My head feels foggy and weird. I want my awesome J-pop, anime, and manga. (But I need new J-pop cuz I'm bored of my old ones, anime is too time-consuming, and the manga is either too expensive or in the library.)

I told you. This year wasn't really good.

T_T

After saving shitloads of stuff in my computer... it's finally telling me that there's no more disk space. T_T Do I really have that many songs? It's not even three gigs.

T_____T

It sucks when you have no memory space.

(Okay whatever I deleted some useless stuff I found lying around and - I think - it's okay now)

Bishiessss

I really hate people messing with my stuff.

Goddammit I want my internet time. My mom keeps plucking out the broadband stick. Bitch.

Plus she keeps touching my stuff. Fuck, my stuff is mine.

Ahh ~ anyway. I haven't been blogging much lately because it's ... time-consuming. I've started watching Shugo Chara, and while sometimes I feel like smashing my head against something because of the sheer lack of common sense of the anime, Ikuto ~~~ nya.

Ikuto ~~~

Okay, I can't resist it. Ikuto... Tadase... Kukai... Kairi...

WAI SO MANY BISHIES ME IZ JEALOUZZZZ.

EVERYTHING. BLURRY.

Basically they're doing lift renovation at my floor, so the noise is horrible and we, me my mother my brother (lack of commas, sorry), were going to go out and escape the infernal sounds. Okk, then I broke my specs.

Belated anger and shock:
ARGH HOW COULD I DO THAT! I mean, HOW COULD I. My specs. MY SPECS OMFG OMG OMG ARGH.

So and I'm gonna be without my specs until Monday. I don't know how I'll live. Everything is, yeah, a big lump of blurry. Luckily I have almost memorized where everything is on the computer screen and keyboard, or I'd be in big trouble.

(I can't really see the screen, you know. I have to squint. And that sucks. So I'm typing this half-blind)

Actually I am in big trouble, but who cares...

OH WHO AM I KIDDING I CARE SO MUCH ARGH. MY SPECS MY SPECS I CAN'T SEEEEEEEEEEEE.

EOY2010

I spent two or so hours there...

I didn't want to buy the ticket at first since it wasn't exactly worth it to spend $16 for two hour's worth of whatever. But in the end there weren't many people outside so I lent Phoebe some money and we bought the tickets and went in.

And guess what? The stamp (for re-entry) was of invisible ink :) So cool. They had this light thing to shine on your hand. I never actually found out what shape the stamp was. Kind of disappointed.

Anyway, I only took about 40 photos. Compare that to AFA... yeah okay, not much to compare. How many hours did I spend at AFA? Waaaay too many.

In the end I didn't cosplay. Not enough time. Plus the thing was too big. I knew I should have bought a smaller size. Anyway.

EOY wasn't as big but it was still kind of fun. Except the part where my feet totally hurt like hell after walking way too much. I didn't get to sit down. AT ALL.

Eto... Just... too little people there.

/EDIT/: Still haven't uploaded the photos. Still waiting.

updated july 2013

the ticket. plus my long nails.

espada tres, yes? from bleach?

honey-mori pair

one more just because it's cute

publicity for good artist

naruto. um.

.......??

misa-near pair being completely cute

shoes lol

House of Red

Is most likely the most awesome fanfiction I have ever read. Cradle of Blood? Bleh, too much angst. Lawliet/Light? It's either too long or too logical or too boring.

House of Red, now...

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5401789/1/House_of_Red

I believe it's the second time I'm sharing his link, but I was pruning my favourites list on ff.net and stumbled across it again. It's unbelievable, if only for the sheer variations of shades of red mentioned. Add the taboo in, and it's perfect.

My confidence level has just dropped.

Oh well, I'm off to write my TyKan fic now, but I doubt I'll ever finish it (or anything or that matter, my homework's waiting for me too.)

#ThingsSomePeopleDontHave -> Taste. And I don't mean sweet and sour.

The Awesome Awesome Post that's Really Awesome

Honey-senpai's a weapon of mass destruction! Oh well, it's not the first time I've watched the series, but the line's even funnier the second time around. And the alien part, the special cake night, and Usagi-chan...

(I'm on episode 18)

Just ate chocolate cake... or rather, it's keeiiiiiiiiiiikiii~~~ with flowers and kawaiiiiiii things floating in the back ground, :)

Sleepovers, sleepovers. My definition: a night when one or more friends stay over at your house and you proceed to hyper with them and sneak out to eat cookies in the middle of the night and then finally fall asleep due to exhaustion at 3am while at least one friend is still hypering due to extreme sugar rush.

Well, Phoebe's (an almost confirmed maybe) sleeping over on Saturday :) ~~~

And then I'm sleeping over at her house on first Jan, which is (awesomely) her birthday :) Spending the first day of the year with Phoebe? Oh well, should be the same anyway. Stay up, hyper, eat snacks, hyper. Plus Usagi-dear's sleeping over at Phoebe's too, plus other people...



This is called an awesome AMV.

Well, that was abrupt. But anyway. (OMFG I love Beyond Birthday the little weird guy ~~~) Uhh...

And I've discovered the awesome-ness that is Alice Nine and Shou. Though Saga's not bad. But they'll NEVAR replace SHINee *fangirl* ~~~ and ajwdakhfksugsibod Taemin ~~~

Eto... Christmas shopping is really hard.

First there's all the $$$ your parents give you/you saved up, and then..

The $$$ becomes $$$  and your heart goes a little...

Well, you know...

/EDIT/: The video doesn't work and it's been so long that I've forgotten what video it is so I can't replace it. T_T

/EDIT/: /EDIT/: It's the Code Geass AMV Alt. I found a re-upped version because apparently the original uploader removed it.

Something's Wrong

First I delete almost all my files - the folder hasn't even been selected - and thus I have to restore everything from the recycling bin then sort through everything and everything and everything.

Then Blogger keeps telling me there's problems. Can't process my requests or stuff.

Screw it. I'm pissed.

As in, really pissed. I'm going to make back-ups now. So many back-ups, until it's paranoia to the point of Wikileaks and I'll never lose anything again.

Pissed.

Just lost my perfectly ordered and categorized files.

Screw it.

MakBanShi Maths

There's a total of twenty-one lions.

There are five more female lions than male lions.

How many male lions are there?

I despair. The world is doomed. I see no future for Maths anymore.

(By the way there's 8 male lions.)

(Long) (updated 2016) Death Note Rant

I really hate Mello and Near.

It's not because of their personalities, or even that they don't look nice (I freaking love Near's adorable look. And Mello is kind of really hot in his black clothes. Not to mention Matt, but...). It's because ...

They drag Death Note on and on, when it should really have ended when L died.

From the start, Death Note to me has always been a story about Lawliet and Light, and after one of them dies, it's not the same anymore. I kind of wished that Light could have found a way to resolve everything without killing Lawliet, but ...

I guess it couldn't be helped.

And if it really DID end with Lawliet's death, I would be pissed because I want to know what happens AFTER.

But really.

Death Note's all about Lawliet and Light.

But then again, it's okay in the end, since Light dies as well. (I think it would have been kind of morally wrong or something for the producers or the writers NOT to let Kira die.) Lawliet dies, then Light dies, so in the end they end up in the same place again - hell, heaven (though I'm pretty sure that given those two choices it would have been hell) or even nothingness - so it's okay for me.

I just HATE it when Light has to deal with Mello and Near, so long after Lawliet's death. It sucks. It's like, desecrating Lawliet's name, his death, and even his life (or death). Lawliet's dying scene was THE main event. It signified that something has ended.

And something did end.

But then Mello and Near came along.

I'd be happy if there could be an ending without Mello or Near ever appearing, but I guess it would be almost impossible to construct such a scenario without Mello and Near.

So while I hate them for interrupting what was supposed to be entirely about Lawliet and Light, I love them for ending the story in an acceptable way. (Now, thinking back, I realise that if Light didn't die then it would have ruined everything about Death Note.)

I love Mello and Near. I love Matt too.

Disregarding that fact.

I have found out that a hell lot of Death Note fanfics have no mentions of Mello and Near, much less Matt. It doesn't make me sad; rather, it makes me happy. Nothing but the perverse relationship (if it was even that) between Lawliet and Light - nothing could have been better.

I have also found out that many of those aforementioned fanfictions have Light somehow sparing Lawliet's life. Light and Lawliet somehow falling in love and having gay sex. Light and Lawliet always ends up together.

It's kind of a subconscious insistence, a subconscious refusal to believe that it ended simply with Lawliet's blank stare and Light's unstable act and deranged laugh. It kind of echoes in every single Death Note fan, and even the casual viewers, that please please please give them a happy ending.

I realized a long time ago that it really was impossible for a happy ending in the Death Note canon, so it propelled me to find fanfiction.

And really, the lines of words on my computer screen - the words, that once separated, made no sense at all - sometimes makes me tear up. It makes me happy that the fans are willing to read into the most subtle of hints in the canon universe and turn it into fully-fledged fanfics. Or even an AU fic.

Maybe this long post was the result of me watching Death Note again, after surviving on too much alternate-reality fanfics...

Or maybe it was the result of me browsing kpopsecrets, and mentally tearing up over the SHINee confessions (even if those posts there about 'insane-shawols, stupid-Jongkyung-haters, get-over-it-bitchez, stop-fantasizing-about-them' were kind of an interruption).

I'm currently in the middle of the second episode where Mello and Near appears (even though they only appeared at the end of episode 26, I'll count that in)...

...and I still kind of hate Mello and Near.

Oh well. Just needed to work my thoughts out, I suppose.

(updated 12/12/16)

>>more death note rant about the death note drama that came out in 2015

im back to clarify my thoughts

death note is such a classic, and i think the creators were aiming for an ideological battle. there's the light side and l side, and meanwhile everyone dies in the ideological battle between these two intellectual giants.

anyway.

death note is very precious to me and i'm actually planning on getting a subtle death note tattoo (totally gonna do it, by the way, just a matter of time)

i've always been in the light camp, because i'm a sucker for his type. it's very attractive when someone's good at something and they know they're insanely good at something. light is... like the culmination of everything this society is. like, he's topping the rest of society in qualities like intelligence and beauty and all those qualities that are valued, but he's also topping everyone else in overconfidence and machiavellianism and the bad things. he's not just the culmination, he's also the product, the best product that society could ever produce. he's what happens when you jack someone's stats in everything all the way up.

light is... just literally the best. he's just meant to shine on everyone else from the top, and i've always nursed this intense fangirl love for how appropriate his name is. all the symbolism really gets my blood flowing, me being a lit student with an interest in psych and everything.

l is like the opposite. literally nothing about him is normal, from his birth to his childhood, his education, his job, everything. he's never had to deal with anything the rest of us have ever encountered. if light is the product of society, l is the product of the absence of society. which makes it deliciously ironic how light is the one who wants to tear down society while l wants to be justice and all that, lol.

which makes it also very weird how majority of dn fans are in the l camp. but i guess he's adorable and most dn fans are too young to fully understand the seinen category lol. because any intelligent, normal adult product of this capitalist society would probably empathise with light to some extent.

i really don't know any intelligent person who's never been tempted to game everything in their favour and let everyone else deal with the consequences. by definition of being an intelligent product of society means being exposed to how the selfish are rewarded and no good deed goes UNpunished. adults would understand light and his rhetoric so well.

i guess light's ignominious death was in part due to the creators' moral obligation to the public, and partly because even seinen was too mainstream for that (light not being punished somehow). for light to win, dn would have to tilt all the way out of mainstream animanga and straight into some death game subcategory and shit. some category where the glorification of murder is more ok. i personally think the creators wanted to go even darker with dn, but held back because of how intensely popular it had become, and so also because of the cult following of young people it had gained.

anyway, the light/l relationship is something very precious to me too, because it's one of the few relationships where two people are equally impressive in their own rights, and where both have equally compelling ideologies and are equally posed to make their ideologies come true/make their ideology the mainstream.

they are so perfectly matched that i think it was only inevitable that their fight gradually departed from their respective ideologies and slowly started becoming more about each other than any ideological difference. it was first and foremost a fight between light and l, and the ideologies were only their weapons, as were the death notes and shinigamis. and everyone who died were only casualties of war, and you can really see this given how little both light and l care about those deaths. they really didn't care about them more than a statistic.

it's beautiful. it's so beautiful how something pure and high like justice and righteousness could become something that's technically no different from a fight between two kids in school. it's like the ruination of everything good and it is so poetic. it was amazing how light just casually engineered the death of a GOD, oh my fucking god i cry in awe just thinking about it. it's incredible.

dn was really about how the world fell apart between two intellectual giants.

i mean, did you ever buy into the whole handcuff arc as l really needing light to stay close for the investigation? no, the kinky handcuff arc was really about how they were fucking unhealthily obsessed with each other and just wanted to fuck each other up as bad as they could. or maybe just fuck each other, but any sexual side of their relationship is only a physical manifestation, a side note of the whole intellectual war. the handcuffs were just a metaphor for "i'll fuck you up even at the expense of fucking myself up".

and even though l technically had all the power and was the one who requested for handcuffs in the first place, light was the one who made it possible by agreeing, and the way they're handcuffed just really drove into place how they're of equal status despite how everyone else thought l was exploiting young light with his authority.

beautiful. transcendental.

and anyway, to link back to the old version of this post, i knew one or both of them had to die sooner or later, and i didn't like it, but i understood why they just had to. what i opposed to was how the introduction of mello/near/matt just kept dragging the series on, and it just felt so tired and pointless after l's death (which might also be an extended metaphor for how light felt after l's death, with no one left to truly oppose him and drive him to greater heights), but i also understood how it was inevitable and needed.

sighs.

i still like AU fanfiction versions where they drive each other to mutual ruin but they're also not dead. i don't like my dynamic opposing duo pairs breaking up from death.

Neck Pains

My neck hurts, probably a result of lying on Phoebe's bed trying to watch SHINee vids on Youtube. Or it could be my shitty sleeping position. Either way (or both) my neck hurts, and it pisses me off. It's been pissing me off ever since I woke up at 9 am today.

Whatever I do, it hurts. It aches. And nothing can make the stupid thing go away.

Fuck.

If my next post is incomprehensible because of the countless swears, then rest assured that my neck still hurts, and that it is still pissing me off.

That aside, I am doing a yaoi fiction (not fanfiction) but it's going quite slowly. Plus another Kanda/Tyki reversible pairing fanfiction, a collab with Aileen and Phoebe or one of them. It's loosely based on Love the Way You Lie parts one and two.

You know, the lyrics are awesome, even if the tune isn't that nice.

Kanon x Kanon

MAN I LOVE THIS COLLAB.

I CANNOT SPAZZ MOAR. BUT I LOVE IT.

OH, I LOVE THIS.

Calendular Requiem

Umigame Soup

The Doll House!

YEAH, LOVE

SPAZZ

Ouran High/Urgent Prayers

PART ONE:


I've been rewatching Ouran High, and it never fails to crack me up. 


You know usually when someone puts a female character in the middle of a bunch of guys, it pisses you off to a certain extent. Maybe not so angry that you'd bash the computer, but at least angry enough to hate that aforementioned female character.


Not Haruhi. (By that I do NOT mean Haruhi Suzumiya)


What I love about here: 
1) Her -.- face. But be serious. Everyone loves that face, especially on a girl. 
2) Her... everything. You ever seen a girl like her in any anime? Really doubt it. 


PART TWO: (skipping a lot of OURAN things because the stupid parental controls have me rushed for time.)


http://www.urgentprayers.com/


Check the link out. It's full of prayers. A list of prayers for strangers.


Okay, let me phrase this in a better way... It's a website for Christians to put their prayers on, so that random Christian strangers can pray for them. 


How nice, awww.... It's so touching.


NO.


Take a closer look: one example -> Need money fast for christmas. R


Nice. 


I won't comment on their lack of grammar and spelling abilities, because that is petty and wholly unneeded. However, I will comment on their (the people who post the 'urgent' prayers there) wishful thinking that praying to a god will help them settle everything.


I mean everything. Like financial problems, physical problems... hey, it's not me making stuff up, I'm quoting here.


"Jesus please feel merciful for my son's forehead. He hitted into a sharp object. And now its bleeding, swollen, infected and painful. Lord please help him out. Thank you in the name of Jesus Christ I pray amen"


I believe a hospital or a clinic would be of more help. Of course, you could always pray this while sitting in the ambulance on your way to the hospital, but once you've seen the doctor... yeah, don't see how this will help after that.


"Lord please pray for my study nail and accounting. Lord I am so confuse now don't know which ones I will do for living. Jesus please open the door for my career, business and job opportunies. Thank you in the name of Jesus Christ I pray amen."


CHOOSE. BE PRACTICAL. How will praying to someone help you to decide on your career? Maybe it makes sense to you, but certainly not to logical people. Like me.


"Lord please teach my husband knows how to care for kids, me, loyal and faithful, share house work with me, and listen to me. 

Dispel him from lady temptation, image, bad friend influences, gamble, tell lies, facebook addiction with ladies, and his other bad habbits. amen"

That's a description of your husband? Please, divorce him. Or check him into some kind of intensive care. Or, here's another thought. DEAL WITH HIM YOURSELF. 

So what if I sound like someone without a real life, criticizing other peoples' beliefs. That's actually what I am, and I don't see how that's any business of yours.

But that aside, I find it really, really sad that people believe a simple prayer can turn their life around. I mean, if by praying they can change their mindset and then go and divorce their husband/get a proper job/go to the freaking hospital, then by all means do that.

However it's over the top if hundreds and hundreds (or thousands or millions, I don't know, I didn't check and they didn't say it on the website) of people start posting random prayers in the faint hope that a fellow Christian from seriously-god-knows-where will pray for them. 

Oh yeah. Pray for them without knowing their names. 

Or anything.

If they were to leave their names or something, then at least those who are in financial trouble can hope for a rich person to take pity on them or something, but no. 

I find it really sad. 

I could cry.

But since crying is too messy and overrated, I think I'll settle for just feeling sad for those delusional people. 

Yeah, in the end I'll just remain the sarcastic hypocrite I always was. Thanks and good night. 

(Always hated time zones. The stupid things.)

MAH INTERNET

First things first. UVERworld's PV was taken down waaaaaaahhhh. (see previous post T_T)

And, this afternoon:

God, I am SO FUCKING PISSED right now I can’t think straight.

Why? Let’s see, because my allocated time on the computer was from two to five in the afternoon. By two o’clock the bitch was still squatting there, refusing me my online time. She had the FUCKING NERVE to sit there telling me whatever she does is more important than whatever I do.

And then she FUCKING SAT THERE doing nothing and FUCKING STARING AT ME.

And then after I told her it was okay if she was using the com before that, cuz she was AT LEAST FUCKING DOING SOMETHING but then if she was going to just sit there FUCKING DOING NOTHING then it’d just be unreasonable of her.

And after she FUCKING WENT AWAY, I realized that THE FUCKING BITCH had plucked my broadband thing away.

FUCKING IDIOTIC BIMBO WITH A SERIOUSLY ELEVATED SENSE OF SELF-IMPORTANCE. SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT SOME SENSE INTO HER. FUCKING BITCH DOESN’T REALIZE THAT SHE DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER. FUCKING BITCH DOESN’T REALIZE THAT I DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HER.

And of course, she doesn’t realize that taking away my internet is the best way to piss me off.

Fine. Right now I’m pissed as hell and going to be even more pissed off if, god fucking forbid, she doesn’t return the fucking internet to me before my eight to ten computer time.

I’m blasting the loudest, most chaotic music I can find in my music library, because she fucking hates loud, chaotic music like fucking shit. Huh. My ears can barely stand it, but I’m gonna hold out till she goes out of the house.

(She just told my brother to turn off the television cuz she’s bringing him out. MINOR WIN.)

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. I TYPED A LOT OF THINGS JUST NOW, BUT SHE FUCKING FLIPPED THE FUCKING POWER SWITCH AND NOW I’VE FUCKING LOST THE FUCKING STUFF I WAS FUCKING WORKING ON.

Okay, nevermind.

If, after living with me for thirteen years (now close to fourteen), she doesn’t understand that taking away my internet gets me fucking pissed, then she has the brain of a blonde, minus a hundred IQ points. Or even less.

Fine. She doesn’t understand that taking my things gets me mad? I’ll show her. I’ll make her life with me FUCKING HELL.

I just had an awesome idea. I will take her pet fish out from its tank and leave it on the kitchen counter to die. Too bad she doesn’t have a pet fish. And I can’t exactly kill my brother’s. He’d hate me forever, and my objective is definitely not that.

However it does consist of him directing that hypothetical hatred towards the bitch instead of me.

I had another awesome idea. I will take her stuff and lock them inside my room. And I’ll take the key. Pity I can’t find the key.

Nevermind then. I’ll just rummage through her things and take a mental note. This won’t be the last time she does bitchy things like this. I know from experience after living with her for all my life. It’s sad, I know, but what else can I do?

(Do the same things over and over, like her, but expect different results, like her? Get real. I am not going to bend to other people. I am going to manipulate them to get what I want. Because, darling, I get what I want and if you ever take my stuff away, expect hell.)

Okay, end rant.

I know, yeah? Anyway I found the broadband thing and stuck it back.

Plus, FOLLOW @MushroomMaknae on Twitter. For those random people who happen to stumble here. FOLLOW. 

Oh and @MushroomMaknae has a facebook too. I'm trying to get a custom username for it but the code from Google... my phone didn't receive it T_T...

/EDIT/: UVERworld No. 1 is back up. Except it's not the PV 'cause the PV is nowhere to be found. It's the live at Tokyo Dome.

UVERworld No.1 Live at Tokyo Dome

The most awesome thing since milk chocolate.

Okay fine, I would be lying if I said I fell in love with the song in one second flat, but hey. It's awesome and unique and therefore needs getting used to. Yeah, and the song's seriously insane, it sounds so UVERworld-ish.

Seme/Uke

I took this random test. Assuming that I'm male and gay, my results would be either 99.9% seme and 0.01% uke...

or, wait for it...

99% uke and 1% seme.

Because there were two questions where two options appealed to me, thus... yeah. Just by changing two options, I went from SEME!!! to UKE!!!


Okay, now moving on...MOVING ON, WE'RE MOVING ON, STOP THINKING ABOUT YAOI RIGHT NOW.


Ahem. UVERworld's new single's out today and...wait, I'm just thinking of more yaoi things, Not good, not good. Must find new subject.

Eh, SHINee. OHSHIT isn't that worse? TaeKey? Not that I don't like that pairing, in fact I love it more than the average fan but... MUST STOP THINKING ABOUT YAOI.

Why? Because I just read something totally traumatic, so horribly cringe-worthy that I can hardly think of it without shuddering. Actually, I really can't. Whenever it surfaces in my mind - eg, NOW - I sdiogurgiedgbf67s\ DIES.

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2537402/1/Confessions_of_a_Yaoi_Fangirl

It's good. Unfortunately it contained Hagrid/Dobby

awkfdgsd\aasDADSREc DIES

Do not make me think about it. Please.

[Just realised the entire post consists of me rambling on and on without any useful information whatsoever. But then again, this is what you get when you read the blog of a traumatized/insane/retarded/problematic yaoi fangirl. WHO HAS BEEN TRAUMATIZED BY THE HAGRID/DOBBY SCENE, GODAMMIT.]

[PLEASE]

ARGH. Why must I only have a few hours online a day?

Moving on, the Miku wig is way hard to comb (stupid fragile strands of hair, you can't comb it roughly for fear that all the 'hair' will fall off and leave you with a wig-without-hair, which is totally useless and not what you want anyway.)

And I'm down to 27,000 on Mousehunt, courtesy of the mousehunt walkthrough guide and my incessant need to buy more things than I actually require...time to sit back, relax, and impatiently wait for money to pile up again. (Apparently, according to the same walkthrough, I'm supposed to be a grandmaster and waiting in the bazaar for the cartographer to stitch my map piece, in reality I just got the legendary title and ... wait, it kind of means I'm slow.)

Going to download more K-pop songs, since I get tired of songs really quickly. But seriously, who doesn't.

/EDIT/: I never actually touched mousehunt again after this, because I realised that I don't really care anyway and I only started because I have a fb and it's convenient. Also yaoi is much better.

PEARL-AQUA NAILS

SQUEE.

Hi. I put nail polish !!!!! and !!!!! am spazzing !!!! because !!!!! I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

Oh wait, I actually do. I'll be fetching my Miku cosplay from OtakuHouse in Plaza Singapura tomorrow, and therefore ... nothing. But the real thing is, I was randomly flipping through Google Reader (yes, I love that thing, and I hate Google Buzz... I think I'm still normal, but whatever) and I saw... THIS.

ARGH SHIT YOU STUPID THING. It's not allowing me to paste printscreen shots, so...

UVERworld's releasing a new single aklhbsdhsodhvso\ndjgg

ARGH *FANGIRL*

From http://karenpang.blogspot.com/

NO.1 is UVERworld's 18th single . It will be released this coming Wed on 24th Nov & this comes about 2 months + since their last single release Qualia .

The guys's new single has been selected to be used as the image song for the final venue in their LAST TOUR concert series which will start next Sat , three days after the single will be released . 

The venue is Tokyo Dome , making it the 1st time the band has ever played there as well as the largest venue they have ever played . 

Entries on UVERworld's official blog stated that they wanted to create a song to commemorate the event & using NO.1 as the opening for the concert .


The following songs serve as B-sides in NO.1 :

- Muttsu no Kaze (The 6 Winds) 
- Choutaisaku (Blockbuster) +81 


OmO. *Dies* I want to hear it, omfg, I am so hyped right now... 


On top of that, my fingers look nice. My nails looks nice. And I shall pretend that someone cares. 


(Managing Twitter TAEMIN fanbase, @MushroomMaknae, please follow PLEASE)


And then I'm supposed to do an English creative writing portfolio shit and update my stories, but then again... why do that when you can sit back, relax, and enjoy the stress of having your homework pile up one by one (or ten by ten, but it's the same concept)

LOL

http://smtownjjang.wordpress.com/2010/11/21/onew-makes-another-mistake-on-music-core/#more-14286

AMELIA:

Haha went to church with helen today. And then it turned to swimming. And now its sleepover. (: Totally awesome. Ya. See the link? I feel kinda sad for onew. Aish. Lets all hope he shall overcome his nervousness and do better the next time he mcs yeah? I LOVE YOU DUBU.

Where was I. Yeahh. Sleepover. Mum allowed, dad didn but after much persuasion he finally STFU. -.- Seriously irritating okay. 'This is gonna be the last time you sleepover' 'I don't like you sleeping over at other people's house' 'What time are you coming back?' 'How am i gonna contact you'

WHAT.THE.FUCK.

I mean. Its just a sleepover. Its not as if I am moving to like. Antarctica or smth. Its totally stupid. Like what the shit. This is gonna be the last time? Never. Whatever. I will just always find a reason to surpass the so called fucking rule. -.-

Sometimes I wish parents will be much more understanding. They seem to just turn a deaf ear to WHATEVER you are saying. AS LONG AS IT DOESN. PLEASE. THEM. I mean. I am your child? You can't do what the hell i ask for? -.- Maybe they are just different.

Arh whatever. Helen needs to shut off at 10. So I am gonna off.

HELEN:

LOL WE ARE DOING THE SAME POST OK.

Today... went church, lunch, swam, was cold, sneezed... went back home and Amelia stayed over... basically she has like two houses lol. BTW I'm going over tomorrow to copy my english homework. So happy. One less homework to do. 

Oh and we just ate FERRERO ROCHER. Lol yeah you guessed it, I have no idea how to spell it so I kind of looked at the sticker on top of it before typing lol. Amelia brought it over. 

Um. 

Tried to organize my SHINee photos just now. Didn't go well. At all. Got a little traumatized but went back and finished it lol. Now I'm going to send it over to her via email...

-.-

Parental controls told me I have to log out in 15 mins bye. 

Cosplay (1) Hatsune Miku

So, bought a cosplay set today. Hatsune Miku, at $282.90 for clothes (a shirt thing and a skirt) the stuff on her arms, and the tights, plus hair. No shoes.

Yep, you heard it, no shoes. And I found out that those shoes... are ugly and ugly and totally hard to find, and I went, SHIT.

Okay, nevermind. I calculated that it would take me about 5 months to save up for another costume. And the reason I didn't buy the C.C. one was because my butt was kind of too big. Okay, so I would have bought it if my mom wasn't there, pulling her sour face on me.

Seriously! She says that white isn't my colour... so okay, there's a black C.C. costume. She continues and says...

OKAY. ANYWAY. My main problem now is Miku's eye colour and her FREAKING SHOES.

OMFG ARGH. Why can't they simply include everything, that'd be so much easier (and more expensive).

And the leek. Oh, damn, the leek.

Hopeful! *SQUEE*

Ah, I may have finally persuaded my parents to let me spend an insane amount of money on a cosplay costume. MAY. It involved sweet-talking, forced smiles, headaches and suppressed headaches, and not to mention many promises... which I'm probably never gonna keep, but let's not reveal that yet.

The bad part is, my mother is DEAD SET on forbidding me to go. Weird, because yesterday when I was talking about it with her, she was smiling and all.

Anyway, dad: step one, talk in a very reasonable, logical tone and make lots of logical and normal-sounding statements explaining why I want to cosplay.

Step two, cue mother and illogical assumptions that cosplayers don't study, are stupid, and will all grow up to be arrested and put in jail.

Step three: start getting emotional, yet explain (still reasonable, still logical, remember, no tears yet) that it is very unfair to group all of them in a single group, circumstances vary (A LOT, OKAY, MOM???).

Step four: finally start crying a little when, (cue!) mother starts being bitchy and PMS-ish and uhh... mom-ish. Cue 'poor-little-me' sentences. (still very logical, still reasonably reasonable)

Step five:... whatever goes.

Step six: get dad to persuade mom.

Step seven: hope for success.

(You know what, I'm really happy it ended at step seven cuz I really like the number seven. )

AFA2010

DAY ONE

So, apparently we were all supposed to arrive and meet at 10 am, but then due to (stupid idiotic illogical meaningless) circumstances, Phoebe was UNABLE TO FUCKING GO and I was only there after 2.

So then I only knew Usagi, and I was kind of the only one of the bunch of people not cosplaying (ARGH MUST COSPLAY MUST MUST MUST) ... ended up in zillions of photos and new friends... whose real names are still a mystery to me, yeah.

Um... only found out who the tickets were with around 6, so I immediately hurried in and whatever... I walked around and saw a huge crowd of people. Wondered what the hell was going on but didn't realise it was Kaname until I circled back.

Then I stood at the side trying to catch a glimpse...

He walked right past me. Kaname. Like, literally right in my face cuz he was going to this booth thing and it was right beside me. But anyway, didn't manage good photos cuz this manager gal kept standing in front of me and people were pushing.

Anyway, few minutes later the woman goes, "He's busy, he has to go, blah blah, sorry."

Again Kaname goes right past me. Like, if I had stood half an inch to the front, he would have walked right into me. Amazed at my luck. Some people are huge fans and they never get the chance to stand so near they could poke him.

Yeah, so he cosplayed as Gauche Seude from Tegami Bachi. I took one look and: OMFG, TEGAMI BACHI, SERIOUSLY?

Bet a lot of people were going ? since Tegami Bachi isn't exactly like Bleach or Naruto or whatever. The costume was nice and Kaname looked nice, but the costume was a lil plain and Kaname looked TIRED LIKE SHIT.

Since I was standing so near, I realised that his eyes weren't the normal white colour, but a lil bit reddish and super tired looking. Not a fabulous choice of vocab, but rushing here. Stupid parental controls.

Bought a lot of things and were surprised to see one booth (small one) selling SHINee stuff. Painted version of their photos. Flipped through singles ones, realised that there was NO MOAR TAEMIN LEFT. According to shopkeeper, "Even the boys want Taemin. They were like fanboys or something."

"I thought they liked Jonghyun more."

"Yeah but the people here today seemed to like Taemin a lot."

Bought the last set of SHINee... whatever things. Gonna keep 'em.

Bought a Rin badge, a Miku badge, a Ulquoirra keychain, a vongola family necklace... went broke.

On the way home I found out that even though Suntec was a totally popular place, the nearest MRT station is FAR FAR AWAY. I almost thought I was lost... but then realised that it was fine, the sign sez its still ahead, walk bb walk. Feet hurt.

DAY TWO

Originally was not intending to go for AFA but then Amelia dragged me to buy SHINee sticky at esplanade... real close to Suntec where the AFA was, thus.

(Bought a packet of sticky of each SHINee member, plus a Key and an Onew for Phoebe BTW)

Found a new UVERworld friend-fan, and walked over to AFA and, TADA, found Usagi and the rest from yesterday. Result: day two of AFA and MOAR, MOAR yaoi photos. I mean, they were rolling around on the floor and all, and everyone was taking photos. So much fun.

We went into hall 404 a bit later and while inside, we heard many ear-piercing screams... apparently some cosplayers cosplaying guys kissed. Didn't catch that bit, so sad. (Not sure about the cosplayers' actual genders)

CONCLUSION

AFA is fucking insane and I am going to cosplay, SCREW THE COST. I'll wrangle it out of my parents somehow. Wish me luck.

/EDIT/: Yonor told me they were girls. Okay...

photos uploaded july 2013

2718 ooh shit

tsuna stop this is not the way my otp is supposed to happen

there is some serious gay shit going on

gay definitely gay gay gay

yes wonderful more gay khr

then again reborn was gay from the start

go on this can't get any more gay

whelp sorry i was wrong

ah akito... or is it agito dammit 

oh my tsuna

hibari's fighting the bastard who stole his jacket

shy tsuna

super fucking skinny L

KANAME AS GAUCHE SEUDE

FUUUUCK. KANAME

good art

also good art

mmmm len

darling misa misa

what the hell is this

there's always a rin-len pair

cute misa again

you go misa misa

something. 

yes tsuna reveal more skin

don't hide your face dammit

just when i thought the gay khr roleplaying was over

a cute little haruhi. someone genderbend her and then seme the fuck out of her

1827 ah finally

seriously there was some gay shit going on at this convention

akito-agito pair

hibari trying to seme mukuro????? 1869?????

lol little kiddy version of 1827

The quality sucks because the lighting sucks. Also because my camera wasn't good T_T

yes the 2013 helen concurs. never again shall i use my phone to take convention pictures. grant me a chance to take on this con with my proper camera and i swear i'll have over a thousand pictures of gay.

PROCRASTINATION

Is what created this message:

Will blog about AFA2010 tomorrow.

(Not today)

Links

Just gonna share some links by Phoebs. (luv ya baby, but change your blogger settings, it pisses me off).


Key umma, I'm sure baby Taemin will remember the piggybacks you gave him when he grows up. If not, you can piggyback him again to remind him. In a totally different way, of course.


OnTae. So cute, so hot, so totally gets fangirls thinking the wrong thing.

Alright, that's all for today. More stuff at my Tumblr, hope you know which username I'm using. Or else you needs cold water and a good hard, wall.

Laundry Like (I'm Going to Die)

CIP is horrible. Shut up. No one cares about helping those old folks or poor kids. Nope. They just want the cip over with.

I did laundry for a few hours today, the warm, horrible, weird, laundry. It's going to kill me.

Okay, woke up at 6.45 am, felt super panicked, rushed out, was  late a little. Exercised with old folks (no fuckin questions), felt totally embarrassed and tried to cover the embarrassment with big smiles, helped to give out their food... folded laundry.

Went for lunch.

Folded laundry.

Fuck, how can there be so much laundry for just 176 people? It's not like they're fashion-conscious people who change ten outfits per day or something. Oh yeah. They ARE something like that. Drooling and trouble going to the toilet... guess what, that spells laundry.

Yeah, just found you you need to pay to convert files in Realplayer... Fuck ya, I haz awesome online things to help, I don't need you.

...

*Whimpers* So maybe I do. Why can't you make it free? I know you need moneeez too but... *Pouts*

Keez, guys, Kanon Wakeshima has a totally great new song, but the horrible thing is, I spent two hours trying to download it in a nice proper format and timing and shit shit shit failed. Since Dirpy went down. Yeah.

OmO, DIRPY

I finally understand why people hit themselves in fits of anger. Their mental process goes something like this: GAH, GAH, why won't it fucking work for me (!!!) Work for me, you idiot, WORK (!!!) OMG why won't you work (!!!) I'M TELLING YOU TO WORK RIGHT NOW YOU-

-PSH!- *Hits head*

-SHW!- *Hits head*

-FRCKING!- *Hits head*

-ARGH ARGH ARGH!- *Hits computer*

-OMG WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- *Hits whatever is nearby*

GOD, the annoyance and the desperation and the pure loathing for the stupid thing that refuses to work (in this case, stupid half-assed youtube converters that convert files into mega-big files and doesn't allow us to adjust the timing and then works so slowly we might as well go for a shower then a meal and fucking go poop for two hours before they even start).

See, Dirpy, this is what you did by closing. People will pay for you, man. Look at your fucking facebook page (if the reason why it's closed down ISN'T because of the developers going blind) and read.

Goddammit, I hate you. Come back, Dirpy, the world is all wrong without you. One day I go online and you aren't there any more... BE MORE SPECIFIC, BITCH, WHY ARE YOU CLOSING DOWN.

Seriously, everyone wants Dirpy back, I mean, it's awesome. It's like your fingernails. You don't think about them and then one day they're gone... you realise that, FUCK, IT HURTS.

OMFG YOU IDIOT BAKA BAKA BAKA COME BACK. WE FUCKING NEED YOU.

Man, things were going so well. Then our beloved Dirpy closed down. WHAT ARE YOU DOING, BITCHES, GET OUR DIRPY BACK UP.

OmO, I want my Dirpy back. *Depressed*

*Hits head*

Without Undergarments

I really wish someone would return me my money. I mean, since it's my money.

OKAY. So I went to Sentosa with Amelia. Nothing much. And then we went into the sea, splashed water at each other, and realised that, SHIT, seawater is fucking SALTY.

Of course, then we went to change our clothes. And then, yeah. You know. We realised that being the idiots that we are, we only packed clothes. Not undergarments.

*_______*

I feel sick. My stomach feels funny. I ate some ice cubes just now, didn't think they agreed with my stomach. Or maybe it was the crunchy instant noodles, or the fruit gummies.

But who cares. Hey stomach, news flash.

GIVE UP. I'm not going to pay more attention to you if you grumble.

I'm currently watching Junjou Romantica. Subtle yaoi hints. Real subtle. What could be more subtle than two pairs of pants randomly scattered on the floor and the little uke blushing his poor head off? "S-stop it." I know. Real subtle.

Bishies are nice though. The angst... a bit overdone. The humour... okay, I'm not a good judge of what's lame and what's not. But I like the comical expressions. The anticlimatic stuff.

*____________*

The emoticons? You ask, why the star, underscoreunderscoreunderscoreunderscore, star? Oh, that's my fangirling expression. That's cuz no emoticon will be able to fully express my fangirly joy (they'd self-destruct from the force of my obsessiveness) and thus I decided to stick with the dazed part.

Oi.

What do you mean it looks stupid? Don't lie, I know you totally fangirl more than me.

*____________*

*Sigh* My Taeminnie.

ARGH ARGH ARGH SCREW IT I WANT TO LEARN KOREAAAAAAN.

LEARNING KOREAAAAN IS ON MY LIST.

ARGH ARGH ARGH.

*Sigh* My Taeminnnie.

ARGH WHAT STUPID SHIT IS THIS.

PAY FOR ME TO LEARN KOREAAAAAAN GODAMMIT.

FUCK WHY NOT.

*Sigh* My Taeminnie.

SHIT YOU JUST PAY FOR IT.

ARGH ARGH ARGH.

MUST. LEARN. KOREAN.

(And Japanese, but that's not really important now, even though I WANT WANT WANT UVERworld and YUI and stuff but hey, I mean, Taemin. Korean. Korean, Taemin, me, Korean, Taemin.)

Please don't fangirl. Fangirling takes away your common sense and self-restraint like nothing else will. Okay, so maybe it's slightly better than OMFG OMFG TAEMIN TAEMIN TAEMIN---!!!!!!

Just received a text. A certain bitch is trying and failing to sound like someone important. "Reply when received". Screw you. I'm not going to reply because I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I need to fangirl, I don't care about you, I hate you, I totally don't give a shit, I NEED TO FUCKING FANGIRL.

KTHXBAI. Bastard, you know who you are.

(No, bastards and bitches are different. One has something extra down there and the other doesn't.)

(If you don't get it, good for you. If you do, go and clean your mind RIGHT THIS FUCKING MOMENT.)